My Kundalini Experience

It’s a rainy afternoon here in Florida. I’m snuggled up in my room, my roommate is singing her heart songs in her room and her cat is curled up beside me as the sky rumbles. We’ve just returned from a Kundalini Kali Transformation workshop at a local yoga studio. It’s a powerful practice that activates the kundalini energy we all have curled up on the base of our spines. It is also known as our sexual energy, and radiates confidence and wholeness throughout the body when activated. Literally, the entire body activates. My hips were moving and feet were shaking almost uncontrollably but also completely controllable at the same time. I felt tingling sensations across my body as if I was vibrating, at times it felt like I was going to vibrate out of my skin. Truly, an experience that feels out of this world, but is entirely of this world. This is something our body naturally does whenever the kundalini energy is activated. Through this activation I was able to move stuck energy that was trapped inside. Energy that I felt was keeping me from really expressing and loving myself to my fullest capacity. I released shame that I didn’t realize I was carrying. I shed tears I didn’t know I needed to shed. I kicked, gripped, cried and screamed until my body was pulsating with peace. Bliss waved over and through me from head to toe. I laughed pure joyous laughs. As I heard the tone in my ears, I thought to myself, “Have I belly laughed this whole heartedly before? How long has it been since I felt this?”. Pleasure danced on my skin. I was in ecstasy. It was the most at home I felt in a long time. 5+ years at least. Whenever we came to the end of our journey, I immediately noticed this floaty feeling, as if I was HIGH. Like I mean, HIIIIGH. It felt gooood. I went to the restroom after the ceremony and my eyes were shining bright and clear, like I could see into the depths of my soul again. There wasn’t a sad and lost human being staring back at me for the first time in a long time. There was the love, the remembrance, the truth of who I was looking back at me. It was incredible. I am most grateful for the experience and I look forward to experiencing it again in the near future.

Till then, I process and integrate.

Sending love and light to all beings everywhere.

Thank you for reading.

Satnam,

Kala